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Christian Challenged

I keep returning to this verse:

Yet at the same time many even among the leaders believed him.  But because of the Pharisees they would not confess their faith for fear they would be put out of the synagogue; for they loved praise from men more than praise from God.  —John 12:42-43

and now I know why.

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Have you ever felt a faith-rooted challenge?  Seriously, have you ever faced a circumstance when before doing something, or saying something, you knew your beliefs were being challenged?  Have you ever received too much change back from a cashier and pondered if you should return the surplus amount?  Have you ever heard a discriminatory joke and everyone around you laughed?  Has a supervisor ever asked you to forge numbers on a report?  Have you ever been tempted to gossip?  What did you do?  How does your response measure up when compared to what you say you believe?  Do you love praise from men more than you love praise from God?  More so, do you fear men more?  It’s ok.  Be honest with yourself.  The Christian…challenged.

Lady Pointing at Herself

As I type this, I know that I am being challenged to spiritually grow.  In time I will write more about that, but for now this is what I will say:  I was hurt.  I have been healed.  I must help.  To remain in my comfort zone would be selfish.  I know what is in me is meant to be shared.  Am I alone?  Are you letting hurt hinder you from reaching your full potential?  Has your naiveté about people affected your trust in God’s word?  You are not alone.  Many Christians are consciously opting to play it safe because of this manifestation of angst.  Fear has a funny way of containing people–Christian people–in that way.  Even leaders–YES, Christian leaders–are faced with this controlling agent.

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It is easy to get loss in the crowd’s mediocrity—to be silent when God is urging you to speak, to go along to get along, to be ordinary and deny the extraordinary creation of that which you are.  It is easy…until it isn’t.

Kevin Hart It's About To Go Down

As you evaluate your life ask yourself, “Am I being led by man or by God?”  This is an important question.  Everyone has an audience.  Someone, somewhere is always watching you–judging you—making observations about you.  Do they see the God who you say you believe or the man of whom you are afraid?

Dear Christian,

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You have been challenged.

 

Silent Watch, Public Praise

Do you believe in angels?  Seriously, do you believe that they exist TODAY?  I do.

Zechariah asked the angel, “How can I be sure of this? I am an old man and my wife is well along in years.”  The angel answered, “I am Gabriel.  I stand in the presence of God, and I have been sent to speak to you and tell you good news. And now you will be silent and not able to speak until the day this happens, because you will not believe my words, which will come true at their proper time.”  —Luke 1:18-20

The year before I enrolled into law school, I attended a summer law program at the University of Richmond.  While there, I met a woman who identified herself as a Dean at another law school.  She told me that if I delayed attending law school by one year, I would receive a full scholarship.

“Really,” I thought.  How could I be sure that this would really happen?  I did not know this lady and she did not know me (or so I thought).  I had only met her that day.  Needless to say, I delayed my plans to attend law school.  After finishing the law program in Virginia, I returned home and got a job at a non-profit organization.  Only one or two family members knew why I was delaying attending law school.  It was not something I talked about, probably because I was skeptical of this good news.  Have you ever received news that seemed so miraculously good and you did not believe it?  Why would we ever struggle like this?  Should not we live knowing that all things are possible through Christ?  Believing impossibilities should not be our obstacle.  THIS should be our expectation!

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After returning home, I continued to prepare to go to law school while spending time with family.  Being home ended up being a greater blessing in hindsight because one of my grandfathers died during my first year in law school.  (God knew.)

While I was home, I spoke to the Dean only one time.  Interestingly, I had a certain peace about the situation.  Then, several months later it happened.

Immediately his [Zechariah’s] mouth was opened and his tongue was loosed, and he began to speak, praising God.  The neighbors were all filled with awe, and throughout the hill country of Judea people were talking about all these things.  —Luke 1:64-65

Via mail, I received notification that I had indeed received a full scholarship, inclusive of a stipend, to attend law school.  What a HUGE blessing!  I still praise God for this manifested promise.

A strange thing happened, however.  When I called the home phone number I had used one time prior to thank the Dean, I was told I had the wrong number.  Likewise, when I called the law school where she said she worked I was told there was not, nor had there ever been, anyone who worked there by her name.  I thank God for sending me an angel who delivered His message.  I thank Him for being patient with me as I silently watched His promise manifest.  I thank Him for allowing me that experience to remember regarding other promises He has made.  I thank God that this experience will encourage and bless someone else.  Yes, I am still singing His praises!  People are still in awe!  After all, if He did it for me, He can do it for you!

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