Have you ever hit rock bottom? Okay, okay…maybe not rock bottom, but have you ever felt like you had?
He must become greater; I must become less. –John 3:30
Recently, I listened to this teaching https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Lea0aLUN5Y given by Priscilla Shirer. (Yes! She is one of my favorite Bible Study teachers.) This teaching reminded me of some of the lessons I received while reading Charles Swindoll’s book entitled, Great Lives: Moses: A Man Of Selfless Dedication (Great Lives Series). Remember, I blogged about it: Book Review: Moses
The idea of becoming less is what is on my mind. Becoming less—YES!!–how painfully necessary such preparation demands; how awesomely miraculous such experience propels. I understand it with greater clarity now…. I understand why I had to grasp reduced growth. I needed to know, to really be conscious of, the importance of uninterrupted fellowship with God—not just singing gospel songs and saying prayers, not just attending church services and reading the Bible, not just doing a Bible Study and joining a ministry. All of these things are independently great, but I needed to get it on the basic level of trusting Him to sustain me in every way, every picosecond of every day. Okay, Okay….Has anyone else wrestled with trust issues, or am I the only one? (LOL! The struggle was real.)
Once I got it, however, I respectfully and humbly understood that God and I are not peers. We are not equals, nor is He a little bigger or a little stronger. God is greater. I am less. He is serious and I need to be too if I want what I say I want….all that He has promised me.
Without hesitation, I could share with you example after example illustrating God’s continuous (meaning “never-ending”) attention to my survival. If you have ever hit rock bottom, or felt like you had, you know the value of someone caring that you live. Let’s face it, people regularly pass each other and avoid making eye contact. Saying, “Hello,” isn’t even an afterthought.
Yet, to know that even when you think you have nothing to give, nothing to barter; that even in that space and time that there is a God who still cares enough to ensure that you will eat, be housed, be clothed, be protected; that you will not only smile but you will laugh and laugh often; that you will breathe and breathe with ease because you had found rest within His greatness, all of your trust issues supernaturally fall by the wayside. They become annoyingly heavy to carry. You realize that in God’s peace, in His security, you do not have the weight of the world on your shoulders. You never did. What you called hitting rock bottom was your place of surrender. I have been there. It is a process necessary for rebuilding.
Don’t you just love His masterpieces!